got a bike ride frm CB today. didnt tot bike ride will be so fun! haha. if im not wrong had a ride once when i was little but obviously i cant remember how it felt. so practically it's like a brand new experience. haha. it felt like riding on bicycle but at a much faster speed. felt real good with the wind blowing against you! shiok! haha. hmm.. maybe i can learn ride bike when im free in e future. but first, guess i gotto settle my driving first. i'd betta start studying for my advance theory!

i've once again committed the act of neglecting my blog. the verdict is tt im guilty! so here i am to save it frm loneliness. haha.

first of all, tings at my work place hasnt been great. of cos i still have my fun bunch of working buddies, but there're external factors. guess there's not much abt my mundane life tt's worth detailed mentioning at the moment.

maybe i shld do someting to my life to spice it up. not maybe, is ought to! it's time to stop procrastinating! afterall i've already wasted 19 yrs of my life and how long is youth going to last??? need to grab hold of wat i have now before it slips away without giving prior notice. hope i'll really take a leap out of this comfort zone!

new beginning.

finally! finally able to heave a sigh of relief. the matter of fact, im elated! finally see my direction - NTU business!

i was so pissed off on the train today! cant believe wat i saw! there was tis old lady carrying big plastic bagS on the train and no one actually offered her a sit! wat's worse was that there were 3 girls in those uniforms, crying out loud - "NURSE IN TRAINING", sitting right in front of the old lady and didnt even offer their sits to her!!! ok. let's be fair. 2 of them were slping, so it's not exactly their fault, but the one in the center was WIDE WAKE! was so tempted to go confront her but didnt afterall. felt lik screaming into her face - "HELLO, ARE YOU BLIND?!" im such a loser!! urgh! guessed all the education she received had gone to waste. it's rather worrying to see that a possibe future nurse does not hav the basic decency to jus let her sit to an old lady. mayb there shld be stricter tests (mayb lik putting them into situations lik tt without them knowing it? and observe their reactions? watever it may be.) to test the personality of future nurses to be. omg, still can believe wat i saw! where are the basic morals of being a decent being?!

despise whoever you are.

it seems tt hope is diminishing day by day... it's up to the extend such tt whenever ppl ask wat am i doin now.. e usual answer ought to be waiting for entrance into U, but im even apprehensive abt saying tt now cos' seriously i've absolutely no idea what the future holds for me. all tt can describe wat it feels like might be - trash in despair. it really sucks when inferiority sets in, esp so in situations lik tis.

yearn to be accompanied by the sound of waves and the touch of the sea breeze.