sorrow

crying can be a priviledge at times. the tears can help to take away portion of the sorrow and and relieve the heart from aching so much. it is not that everytime you feel like crying the tears will flow. it definitely beats feeling sad yet unable to let it out. all kind of wounds take time to heal. the time it takes will depend on how deep the wound is. some may leave a scar like how some are etched in the heart and never be able to forget...

i've always believe that things are predestined. but i'll like to believe otherwise now.. at least for certain things. maybe a balance between the two. is it always true that when there's giving, there'll be some kind of return at least? ok. maybe not for all situations but at least for some?

will the mind stop wondering around in the dead of the night. yearning for an escape from the madness that's going on. the melancholy in the wind and the gloomy sky tells it all.

mummy... i love you.

There You'll Be

There You'll Be by Faith Hill (Pearl Harbor soundtrack)

When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life

When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be

Well you showed me how to feel
Feel the sky was in my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there youll be
'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways you were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

You'll see

ever heard of madonna's "You'll See"? nice song. has it ever occur to you that many of a time, people say things that they don't mean it and in fact they're feeling otherwise, the exact opposite? maybe by doing so it's a way of finding solace, consolation and motivation to be strong. when people say that they'll survive, is it that sucide ever crossed their mind?

All by myself
I don't need anyone at all
I kown i'll survive
I know i'll stay alive,
All on my own
I don't need anyone this time
It will be mine
No one can take it from me
You'll see

everyone of us has a part of us that lives in self-denial and delusion...

complexity

somehow life seems to be too complex for liking at times. does this complication lies in people or life? did people make life complicated or the other way round? Along the way in seach for survival and success, it seems to have tarnished the purity of humans' inner self. is the better life now just a facade and a superficial fact? many are trapped in the solitude of their hearts. simplicity is something one can't seems to afford...

All time favourite

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyesWould you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have a dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Corazón
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Cómo te necesitoI can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said "I love you"
I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming of you endlessly
Dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And I'll be holding you tight
Dreaming...with you...tonight!

Selena - Dreaming of You