How to make campus life interesting? fun? Community outreach? what kind?? improve physical enviroment? like what??? I'm so stuck for the final presentation on Monday. Really have no no no idea what to do on. Do you? Suggestions please?? I need my 20%.. Thanks.

On the way back home today when the bus passed by st nicks. Looking at all the st nicks girls really brought back memories. They are extact reflection of us, those 'we are sn girls days'. lol. Was just talking about st nicks' days with tq on the way to school this morning. Though we were forced to do many extra stuff (non-academic) and having to handle the thousand and one tests every week (Yes, trust me, we had testS EVERY WEEK), it was fun. I mean though we complained so much in the past for all the work and stuff, but if it weren't for all those activities, perhaps sec school days won't be so memorable. St nick rox!

Only in our dreams can we live the perfect life. The life that we probably will not be able to live alive. Surreal indeed. Let me live in my dreams. Maybe one day they'll come true. Maybe.

Maybe as much as I would like to find out, I do not really wish to know.

Just heard a song today and thought it's really sweet.
Will it ever happen?

Photoshop-ed!

ah san is photoshop-ed into the pic by hf as requested.. take a look!

I think the only person who looks real in the picture is hf.. haha. the rest of us look.. digital. lol. but i like the light effect.. looks abit dreamy.. wahaha. frankly speaking, i think it's quite well edited cos my hand on hf's shoulder looks like it belongs to ys! lolx!

I like it!

Love them

Had a nice day(15 Mar)! Time passed by so fast. Can still vividly recall what happened at year ago on the same day. I guess it's really true that after 20, time passes really fast. Besides for school, ya you all know.. everything else was nice! first and foremost, I love my family. Espeically my parents! Love them loads! Mummy rejected her principal to go Changi for a course cos's she promised me dinner. =) And of cos' the necklace.. I'm not gonna take it off forever! Thanks Mom! Papa too! hehe..

Thanks my dear frens for giving me a pleasent suprise! Thanks babes! Seriously thought hf and hs was going to my hse to suprise me, but turned out that chui planned for them, as well as the rest, to be at Clark Quay's Central. First time being there, shall shop there someday. Went Billy Bombmers (hs LOVE it.. wahaha) cos' i said i wanted nice view and yea, quite nice river view there. haha. And i was saying, those are the people who are around me when i was 12 (even before that) and now being 21, those friends are still there. It's nice. Hope we can still be like this even when we're 81! And ys called from UK to wish me happy birthday!! Thanks ger!! *touched* Treasure your friends. =)

Oh yes, yips did a nice collage for me! hahah.. Thanks babe!! See see ->

Anywayz, ah san.. this is the bag hf n hs got for me.. i tell u ah.. there's a WOW factor within the bag.. show u when u come back huh?? lolx!

I gotto say Apple has really good delivery service. Firstly, it only took them 2-3days, after ordering, to deliver your stuff. Next, they'll msg you to find out first if you're home before making the delivery. And when my reply was "There's no one home. Is it possible for me to collect it from somewhere later in the day?", the reply was "Where are you?".. And they actually agreed to deliver to where I am. NTU. yes, Boon Lay. Although the courier happened to cover that area too, but still, it's the effort that they bother to deliver right to you. Yup, thumbs up! My lovely nano with it's pink sock. hehe. I still love my zen mirco too despite it being crazy. haha.

And of cos, I'll like to thank all my friends, thanks for all your well wishes and hope they'll all come true! And the wishes i made as well! haha. I realised many friends remembered and I really really appreciate it. On the other hand, I know I'm a lousy friend, who really have prob remembering my friends' birth dates.. I'm so sry! Thanks again!

I love so many people and so many things in my life. And yes, I'll learn to treasure everything in my life, and life itself as well.

21 years old.

Lost the dunnogang bear on the way home. It dropped off my phone. It's not the first time, but it's really gone this time round. If only... maybe... haiz. Sad.

There are so many things stuck in my mind. All sorts of things. Frankly speaking, I really have no idea what am I thinking. I mean yes I do know what am I thinking, but perhaps I should say I do not know what am I doing or what am I up to. Tq is right, I should train myself not to think of unnecessary stuff cos' it's pointless.

I got to learn to be positive. I need to do what I need to do. I will grow and learn.

Mummy & Papa love me.

I love them too. =)

Since i'm so bored in the library all by myself waiting for tq to end her project meeting and to move on to the next class, thought i shall just drop a post. im feeling so sick now, physically. it's this sickness, which i do get rather often espcially when it gets stuffy (yes i hate stuffy places), it a weird feeling. Everything just seems to be wrong and nothing will relief the discomfort. Hate it hate it! Perhaps it's attributed to the erratic weather as well. Was bright and sunny in the morning and now the sudden downpour.

In the past, this week we'll all be having a 1 week break. But now, everyone's busy. There are so many things to worry about, nothing seems right. Sigh. I really hope my apple nano will be delivered tomorrow. Maybe it'll perk me up. Please let it be. Please please.

Oh before I could finish typing this post, the rain had stopped. Talk about mood swing huh.

Grey

What a gloomy day. Grey like the blogskin.


I do like dark and gloomy days, with trees swaying violently in the strong wind. Before the arrival of a strom, when cats and dogs may fall from the sky. (no?? then how did the term 'raining cats and dogs' come about?) oh never mind.

Just feel relaxed and cosy in such a weather. Perhaps that's the peace before strom.

But this is a weird one cos' it's so warm.

Negativity

Got to know that shu has got chicken pox and I was really suprised as we just went singing yesterday and she seemed fine. Chui got it before in pri school, so the only possible person who might be infected is me! But since I'm dreading the arrival of next week, getting down with chicken pox now might not be such a bad thing. Blah. At least it's not exam period.. yet. I'm seriously tired of having to do presentations that are recorded and every of your gestures will affect your grade. AND what's worse is that you your memory is put to test when you got to remember EVERYTHING that you have to say. I've said it many times and I'm still gonna say it. I HATE IT. I'm fine with normal presentations, but having to remember everything and to remember all your gestures at the same time can be really tough.

Somtimes knowing yourself too well can be rather bad. And when it involves upsetting stuff but you can only keep it to yourself. Or rather chose to keep it to yourself. Perhaps it requires a great deal of guts to open up to others as it will be as good as admitting you flaws. There are people out there who have the fortitude of doing so, definitely not me. Remember, I'm an escapist.

因为了解所以很伤心。 How apt.

I'm such a negative person.

Term break is ending. But it didn't feel like it was a break in the first place. Tons of stuff to do from essays to projects. Hate it. But at least managed to (or rather chose to) go kbox. sing sing sing.. lalala... no, it was LALALA cos the next door was so loud! =.=

I guess in life, the motivation which gets us going are the things that we look forward to. Life will be real hard if there is nothing to look towards.

it gets quite upsetting when there's nothing really to look forward to..

dun wan school to start. dun wan dun wan!