the J-junction

Thursday, June 30, 2005

it's been a long time since we've done OT till 10pm. hey! i remembered to take the cab reciept this time round! haha. sorta reminded me of the time we spent in atrium. in just a wink, work's ending.. tmr will be the last day for most of us (perhaps sat? not too sure yet) . jus like any other time when things come to an ending, conflictings feeling never fail to arise at time like this. when work ends, i no longer have to do the boring compliance and can enjoy myself! but guess i'll miss my working buddies..

when is my damn hair going to dry?! im really gonna get 'head wind' as viv said. haha.

"... serene, dignified exit. Going gentle into the good night.."

Unhurried Thoughts At My Funeral
Catherine Lim

Sunday, June 26, 2005

today's experience of sending a fren off for the first time had an impact on me.. as in sending a fren off for good for the first time. see man had gone back. didnt really felt so much till the point when see man's image got futher and further.. soon out of sight. the thing that really struck me was what wenchuan said.. he said something like "the friend who walked arnd in sch with you for the past 2yrs just left..." it was then that i could no long hold back what was welled up in my eyes anymore. i didnt go to the airport expecting myself to react in this manner. or rather for it to turn out like that. it just occured to me that things will never be the same again. though 2yrs might not be a long period of time, but it's long enough to be a vivid memory. will always remember the days we survived through the many lectures and tutorials.. and you-noe-who's lessons. those were the days chiong-ing econs essays during our break time. they will never happen again anymore.. but left as memory in our minds. i guess 'bridging the gap' and mahjong sessions will only be possible with 4hrs of flight now. our gatherings will not be as complete as before.
Hope you'll be happier back home with your family. luv ya.

And I never thought I`d feel this way
And as far as I`m concerned
I`m glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away,
Well, then close your eyes and try,
To feel the way we do today,
And then if you can remember,
Keep smiling, keep shining,
Knowing you can always count on me,
for sure, that`s what friends are for,
For good times, and bad times,
I`ll be on your side forevermore,
That`s what friends are for.
Well, you came and opened me
And now there`s so much more I see
And so by the way, I thank you
And then for the times we`re apart,
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember,
Keep smiling, keep shining,
Knowing you can always count on me,
For sure, that`s what friends are for,
For good times, and bad times,
I`ll be on your side forevermore,
That`s what friends are for,
Keep smiling, keep shining,
Knowing you can always count on me,
For sure, that`s what friends are for,
For good times, and bad times,
I`ll be on your side forevermore,
That`s what friends are for,
Keep smiling, keep shining,
Knowing you can always count on me,
for sure, that`s what friends are for.
For good times, and bad times,
I`ll be on your side forevermore,
That`s what friends are for.
That's What Friends Are For by Dionne Warwick

Monday, June 13, 2005

couldnt believe my luck today- actually passed my advance theory. believe it or not, im totally prepared to retake it. it's not like im trying to be humble or watsoever, but i was seriouly expecting a FAIL across the screen. guess i put in more effort in the basic than tis one. really thanks to my luck.

sm's leaving on the 26th.. - now tt u're leaving.. we cant bridge the gap tt often anymore...

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Seems like there's many tings in life that's beyond our expectation, or rather they're much more than what they appear to be. every person's life is jus like a piece of lit work, whereby u have to read between the lines in order to gain the whole picture of the story. somtimes really wish that tings can be simpler, but guess that's jus not the way life works.

have to confess that im not a very tolerent fren at times. nonetheless im trying to improve on that, but i'll only accept cases with understandable reasons. haha.

lesson #1 of being a friend: learn to crawl in other's skin.

had a lovely night with the sea & stars.