it seems tt hope is diminishing day by day... it's up to the extend such tt whenever ppl ask wat am i doin now.. e usual answer ought to be waiting for entrance into U, but im even apprehensive abt saying tt now cos' seriously i've absolutely no idea what the future holds for me. all tt can describe wat it feels like might be - trash in despair. it really sucks when inferiority sets in, esp so in situations lik tis.

yearn to be accompanied by the sound of waves and the touch of the sea breeze.