dont feel right lately.. it's hard to even comprehend myself. not in the right state of mind. mayb im even schizophrenic by nature. who noes? seems to hav lose my sense of direction once again. or could it be that i've never ever found one before? it's back..the turmoil within is back. it makes me irritatingly irritable. hate it. got to knock myself in the head.

sedation required.

oh ya. did i mention work was EXTREMELY boring today? yawnz.