will i ever grow up? i hav no idea.. at least im still as childish as ever.. not to everything but seems like for certain aspect i nv will. sucks man. for a moment the anger wil get into me but thereafter i noe very well it's wrong but cant help but let my heart rule instead of my mind. or is that just an excuse. i hav no idea again! and thanks to my inborn stubbornness, will refuse any offer made in attempt to make things better. i suck and i noe tt.. which makes it worse. get a life.

are the things that we don't have or can't have it now the most beautiful? just like memories.. if we are able to turn back time, will memories still be as beautiful?