sometimes i get really puzzled abt the way things are, or rather how the mind works specifically. dosent all our thoughts and feelings all come from the mind? if it's so, then why are there conflicting thoughts? there are many tings the rational mind jolly well know shldnt be doing or thinking of, but it seems tt tis other side of the mind is opposing to it. it's just like why do we have hopes when many of a times it'll simply lead to disappointment. why cant our mind control and not trigger any tots that will inevitably lead to disapointment? why do we allow ourselves to fall into the trap over n over again? why and more why.. mayb i should learn to tame tis stubborn mind of mine.

confusion of the mind. complexity of life.