need a break. hence i'm here now.

it's only the second week of this sem and i'm actually stress.. i find this so ridiculous and unbelievable. but i really am. hello?? shldnt i still be relax and slacking at least for now?? urgh! there are so many work to be done. and knowing that, i can still go out and have fun just now. really doubt i can finish them (mayb i deserve it). sux man. really hate the mess i'm in now. just hope that i can survive through this week or rather this sem well. save me from this destitution.

next. i'm desperate to get my driving license. i am so serious. tired of going for driving lessons, doing the same things over and over again. having one at 10am tmr.. another one another day and another and it just goes on..taking up so much of my time and money. i have better uses for them. cant help but wonder does it really help? i'm so not going to believe my instructor anymore if i were to fail my test. ok, not very wise to curse myself like that esp when the test is next wk. but still.. cant describe how deperate i am. i need luck.

back track to sunday..wanna give credit to ZQ for being a good host. though froxy's nails were abit sharp and he gets abit domineering at times, nonetheless the class gathering was fun! =) the guys were still as lame as ever.. indian poker was.. hahha.. though it's been more than a year but it felt like yesterday..

chui dearie.. since u've made up ur mind.. be happy abt it n not tink of it anymore. it's rational of you to be able to come up with that decision. and we can plan for our next holiday! yeah~~ haha.

can't wait for next holi..i know the last one just ended.. i noe la! but dreams give motivation.. hence.. i'm dreaming..