went JB to shop yesterday.. for a lame reason.. we are dying to go on a 'oversea' trip tis holiday.. but all thanks to someone tt we cant.. goin florida wout ME huh? thanks arh.. (im rather sensitive to words like florida & new york nowadays. sigh) anywayz, the journey there was horrible! took us few hrs jus to get cross a causeway. rather not mention abt it. but it's still quite funny the how we got our way through and the way raf 'guarded' n coolly overtook e few women. really wonder why cant ppl jus queue properly?! isit tt hard?! urgh!

raf went mad looking and trying on shoes frm shop to shop.. and after a long search.. FINALLY she got THE shoe. ok, it's quite nice lar.. but green shoes with the gold tick really reminds me of xmas lor. and as usual, she went broke after getting it (tt was wad happened in hk a yr ago too) as i said- killed by a shoe.

on our way back, due to the traffic jam, we figured tt it'll be much faster if we walk.. my first ever experience of getting across the causeway on foot. vechicles jus zoomed pass us inches away like nobody's business. scary.

come to tink of it. it's almost a yr since our hk trip. misses it. the pretty night view, the nice weather, taking pic with 'santa' n of cos how hilarious we were. tink we'll still be laughing abt it 10yrs down the road. lolx! let's do it again!

able to spend time with my good old frens is a big part to why i love holiday so much. =) looking forward to my fav xams and cny. do not wish to think of things tt wil dampen tis mood. trying to escape frm it. but it's not tt easy. i'm jus an escapist.

sounded different. cold. hope she's fine.

can things ever be the same again?

maybe not.