guess gotto agree with wad hongen said.. that when u reach a peak, it'll always go in the opposite direction again. and in my opinion.. much faster as well. it juz accelerates. everything seems crashing down n all juz go wrong. like so many mind boggling stuff creeping up and clinging onto you. but it's not that things that happened or still happening are the sole factor. big part of the prob lies in me. yes me. first and foremost, as i mentioned before.. i'm spoilt. yes i am. but.. i juz am la. which sux. next, i juz cant ever seems to fulfill anyting i set out to achieve. NEVER. coz it's me. really wonder when will i stop this suckiness.. at loss..urgh! *frustration*

wanna go back to the good old days. primary school. hanging out with the bunch of crazy frens.

took it off.
growing distances yet no effort made. wonder where it'll lead to.