never assume the thing is always there. one day when you suddenly go looking for it. it's gone. it's a sense of guilt cum loss. guilt because you've never paid attention to it, even when it'd gone missing, you didnt realise it. loss because you've always thought it's there and you'll be able to reach it as and when you wish. but it's not. it's gone. forever.

guess it applies for people to. but it's always easier said than done.